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DaniCojo
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♫ ♪ p s y c h e d e l i c . d r e a m e r ♪ ♫
The question surprised him. Psyche wasn't sure what to say. "Of course...you're my best friend. Why wouldn't I tell them about you?" he asked slightly confused.
He walked a bit closer and bent down so he was crouching next to Delic. He rested his arm on his thigh and looked up at him with worried eyes, "You're my best friend, Delic. he said again, trying to make sure Delic understood that. Best friends don't hurt each other...
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Nishikigoi
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 2:30 pm | |
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"Am I really now? From what I was told, you've pretty much set me up to be a fire breathing, sex obsessed playboy with nothing better to do than to fuck anything with a pulse."
He pushed Psyche's hand off and began to start playing his instrument some more.
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DaniCojo
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 2:35 pm | |
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♫ ♪ p s y c h e d e l i c . d r e a m e r ♪ ♫
So that's what Hibiya absorbed into his brain? Had he missed everything else he said about Delic and focused only on the bad traits? Psyche stood up and clenched his hand on the neck of the guitar, silencing it.
"Delic, you know I don't think that of you. You know what I think of you." he said sternly, yet still sweetly. "You're extremely talented, handsome, and very kind. You can be overprotective at times, but I know i'm always safe when I'm around you. You never mean to cause anyone harm and you would never use someone to your advantage."
The raven sighed and frowned. "Yes...I said some nasty things to Hibi-chan about you. But it was right after you said you just wanted to be friends and I was heart broken and depressed and I had no one to turn to for any sort of advice! I was hurt and I needed to just...vent... He hated admitting that; he didn't like the fact he had said such mean things when he was upset. He never thought that they would recoil and slap him back in the face.
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Nishikigoi
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 2:45 pm | |
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He was growling now, low and feral sounding,
"Psyche, get your hands off my guitar and leave. I'm done talking about this with you. Go 'cuddle' with Tsugaru," he said the word with heavy emphasis, as though the thought made him sick.
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DaniCojo
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 2:48 pm | |
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♫ ♪ p s y c h e d e l i c . d r e a m e r ♪ ♫
Psyche kept his grip tight. That was the bad thing about him; he was so stubborn to get his point across. He had been picked on and walked over for years and he was fed up with it. "I told him that I would go back once I made sure you were ok." He didn't want to leave until Delic was better again. He just didn't know what to do to make that happen.
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Nishikigoi
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 3:01 pm | |
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"I don't need babying Psyche, and I don't need you hovering over me when I know that you're just going to get upset and run along to destroy my reputation so let go of the guitar before I force you to. "
Damn it, why wouldn't he just let go of it already?!
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DaniCojo
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 3:04 pm | |
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♫ ♪ p s y c h e d e l i c . d r e a m e r ♪ ♫
Pink eyes widened with shock and flight fear at the sound of Delic's voice. He let go, flinching slightly. He didn't want to ruin Delic's reputation. He didn't want to ruin Delic's anything. He bit his lip, trying to not shake.
"What do you want me to do?" he asked. Why was he acting this way? Why was Delic suddenly so aggressive towards him? What did he want to come out of this?
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Nishikigoi
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 3:06 pm | |
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He didn't know quite how to answer that. What did he want? He wanted... He wanted things to be different. He was fed up with how things were. He resumed plucking at the guitar strings, furious without having to continue this argument. He was done talking. Psyche could stay and watch him or go back to do filthy crap with Tsugaru while he had his back turned.
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DaniCojo
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 3:16 pm | |
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♫ ♪ p s y c h e d e l i c . d r e a m e r ♪ ♫
In the end, that's what Psyche did. He left the room, limping slightly as his hip began to really ache, and went back to his room. By the time he made it, he was crying and in pain. Why...why was Delic being so mean?
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Nishikigoi
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DaniCojo
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 3:41 pm | |
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♫ ♪ p s y c h e d e l i c . d r e a m e r ♪ ♫
Psyche clung to Tsugaru and tried hard not to lose it. He was crying, but silently. He didn't want to seem weak. He didn't want to be so easily broken. But with Tsugaru's comfort, it was hard not to lose his resolve.
"It's not my h-hip..." he managed to get out between shaky breaths. How could he tell Tsugaru that Delic had hurt him again? Wasn't venting to people the cause of this problem? Maybe keeping his negative emotions bottled up would solve it...
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Nishikigoi
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 3:59 pm | |
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Tsugaru could only see the sorrow deep in his eyes, the pain that he was holding so close and the strength he was trying to use to hold it in. He shut the bedroom door, banishing the pain behind them as he carried Psyche back to the bed.
"You don't have to tell me if you don't want to Psyche, but if you want to. You know that I will listen. I want to be here for you. Even if it's just to be here and make you feel better by distracting you."
He smiled calmly and kissed Psyche. He didn't have to worry, knowing that Psyche at least felt something for him and knowing that he wanted to care for Psyche; he felt like he could just wait for Psyche to tell him anything he was feeling.
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DaniCojo
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 4:23 pm | |
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♫ ♪ p s y c h e d e l i c . d r e a m e r ♪ ♫
The kiss soothed him, made him relax and calm down enough to think straight. He pulled away, leaning his head against Tsugaru's shoulder. "He's mad at me...really really mad..." he murmured quietly as his sniffled, trying to keep his tears back.
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Nishikigoi
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 6:12 pm | |
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Tsugaru frowned ,pulling Psyche closer and rubbing his shoulders comfortingly,
"How can he be mad at you? You're as easy going as they come."
He would talk to delic if he had to. He wouldn't stand for Delic being mean to the brunet, not when he went to such great lengths to make sure he was okay.
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DaniCojo
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 7:05 pm | |
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♫ ♪ p s y c h e d e l i c . d r e a m e r ♪ ♫
He shook, almost afraid to speak. "When he...when he said he just wanted to stay friends I was....I was really hurt. I was depressed and I needed someone to t-talk to...so I vented out my feelings t-to my cousin and now De-Delic met him and heard what I s-said..."
It made him start crying again, but much harder than before. He felt rotten inside. What kind of friend was he to say such mean things? No matter how hurt or broken he had been, he had no right to say those things.
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Nishikigoi
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 7:24 pm | |
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Tsugaru kissed the brunet again, shushing him softly,"Psyche, it's okay. You didn't mean to. Delic wouldn't be so protective of you if he didn't care. He is probably in need of some alone time to just cool off."
He didn't know if Delic would calm down though.
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DaniCojo
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 7:36 pm | |
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♫ ♪ p s y c h e d e l i c . d r e a m e r ♪ ♫
Psyche nodded, sniffling as he calmed down. He knew Tsugaru was right. Delic needed his alone time. He didn't want Psyche around, and he definitely wouldn't want Tsugaru around.
"Maybe you should go home..." he murmured sadly, "I think knowing your here is making him angrier..."
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Nishikigoi
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 7:41 pm | |
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Tsugaru nodded, standing up quietly, "If you want to me to come back, all you have to do is call."
He left without another word, shutting the door behind him.
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DaniCojo
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| | Subject: Re: Loneliness [Psyche & Tsugaru] Mon Aug 13, 2012 7:58 pm | |
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♫ ♪ p s y c h e d e l i c . d r e a m e r ♪ ♫
"I'll call you first thing tomorrow," he promised as Tsugaru left. He felt alone when he saw Tsugaru leave. He curled up into a ball and buried his face against his knees. He hated this feeling...he wanted comfort and he couldn't get it anywhere without hurting someone in the process.
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